Well you trudge, run, exhale, whisper, enjoy, whimper, love, be loved, hate, repent, salvage, weep, crave, pray for that one thing and basically live through each day of your life. The parody of all the actions, events, learnings that you pick up on your way just seems too huge in hindsight. But whats the catch?

But what would you gauge it all against feeling great about one's conquests, successes, relative happiness( MBA spoils you for life!) , that perk, that babe, your dream car, house, your love of life (or so you thought, cant help be the cynic here)... !!!! Hardly!

The only thing that matters is whether you feel good about the way you travelled your journ, or you repent some steps along the way. The only thing that would matter is your satisfaction that you lived each moment and secondto the full and basically steered your own way. You did not just float along with your self ego, that comfortable feeling or just plain lack of guts..

Most importantly would you risk it all again, when it matters or you would rather fade away..I know that i would risk it all again, put it up at stake for the sake of a few. Well these few are all that matter in life! Some people that you know, trust and sometimes depend with your life. Time and again i have realised this is life. I would rather have my coterie than a huge gathering!

It feels good to know that after 5 Terms here i can say that i have found some people like that. Some radically different, and some so similar that it rattled me at first :)

It was one hell of a hectic term with a thousand things to do and much more. But regrettably i did not do 2 things which i had decided. Guess i never will..