It hits you suddenly. You are in your room alone, its 2:30 AM. Studying maybe watching a movie. Ppl around you mostly listening to music or playing games. That you are free!. It is your decision to do whatever you want.As somebody said , our life is not decided by our talents or abilities but by our CHOICES. You choose to do something or not to do something. This process happens involuntarily too. And like a code without flaw life always hands out to you exactly what you bargained for. Nothing more and nothing less.